random poetry moment

I am a mother today
And its simple
Yesterday was
what was (real) complicated but
This moment is
A smile, kick, and ‘mama’ a thousand
Times like a
Skipped record
making
Joy! and
Peace!
audible
My daughter brings only love.
To be with her is
Without her was not who I wanted to be
Not my God given destiny
so I changed my life
With the power of a memory
reclaimed what was stolen
when i lived as a zombie
for about two months
right before the diss was due
i/we
Took action
Changed time
And gave my self the
Present
Baby girl child
As asked for
Perfect
Healthy
knowledge of me and
Mine-maya
Beautiful work of
Art-sanaa.
We get what we create
We ask for what we need
Sometimes
then
It comes together
Like the first time you cooked
Collard greens with no meat
And went for seconds
And by God
Who dwells in you
the
magic works.
Ache.